I have been living my life through making difficult choices, in between choosing compatible partner. Somehow it always failed and I broke down to the point of endangering myself and others. So here I am in jail, laying down, and figuring out what is my problem. Why do I get so frustrated and confused in choice of direction I lead? And that’s because I always give my time and caring for others instead of my own personal need. Therefore, from now on I will focus on making money and overcome all my addiction. And I will focus on not making the same mistake twice of caring for others instead of myself. Staying young and healthy is the way to beautiful living.